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The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.

Helen Keller

The Mask

A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness
Her beliefs hidden from most
Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown
Wondering where her place is in this life
She has come close to sharing herself
Never completely revealing anything to anyone
Feelings of invisible chains corner her
When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes
Accomplishments she strives for just at hands grasp
She feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this world
At times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappears
But within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and out
She roams day by day, playing roles
Strength unknowingly resides in her
History repeats itself once again
The translucent veil she so proudly wears
Little by little answers will come, pushing it aside
One day there will be no more mask for her to wear
One day her beliefs will be known
One day she'll know her place in this life
One day she will share herself
ONE DAY this mask will be NO MORE

The Lie

Woke up this morning
Trying hard to hide my melancholy
I joined you for breakfast
And we continued our lie

Every day it is similar
You are cheery
And so am I
Our terrible lie

Can you imagine a time
When we awoke and did not speak
Realizing our moods would cause tension
Tension caused by too little life?

I do wish sometimes
As I leave for work sullenly
Dreading the day already
Weeping far within

The lie, terrible and unending
Would cease to be
And I would know the real you
And you the real me

But, the lie drags on for now
For it is not written in the stars
And perhaps it will never be
I am my own companion

The dreaded truth
Gathered in a lifetime
Sentenced for an eternity
Realized too late

I wanted to
kiss the
bundles of stars
in your face

I wanted to
smooth the
rough edges of your
skin
weaved with mine
so full of
hidden pain
and
boyish innocence

I wanted to
melt into your
warm white walls

I didn't want to leave you

the heavens watched us
while we slept
in those cold
January nights

angels
full of
envy
above us

I suppose they
wanted you
to become
a fleeting blotch
of red
in my heart

I suppose
the whispers of
fate
decided to
change us

I didn't want to leave you

I always tasted the
sweetness
of your skin
as if for the last time

with gentle fingers
and sleepy eyes
we fell in love

I always tangled the
stars in your hair
I always kissed
the scars on your hands

as if I knew
we were going to
die

the angels have
you
now

the man I loved

and I have
sorrow
and
one million pictures of you

lodged in my chest

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Simphony Yang Indah

Alun sebuah symphony
Kata hati disadari
Merasuk sukma kalbuku
Dalam hati ada satu
Manis lembut bisikanmu
Merdu lirih suaramu
Bagai pelita hidupku
Berkilauan bintang malam
Semilir angin pun sejuk
Seakan hidup mendatang
Dapat ku tempuh denganmu
Berpadunya dua insan
Symphony dan keindahan
Melahirkan kedamaian
Melahirkan kedamaian
Syair dan melodi
Kau bagai aroma penghapus pilu
Gelora di hati
Bak mentari kau sejukkan hatiku
Burung-burung pun bernyanyi
Bunga pun tersenyum
Melihat kau hibur hatiku
Hatiku mekar kembali
Terhibur symphony
Pasti hidupku ‘kan bahagia

Kata Kata Bijak Mario Teguh – Untuk Hati yg Lelah

Wahai hati yang lelah,

Palingkanlah hatimu dari kekhawatiran yang sia-sia,
jauhkanlah telingamu dari gunjingan hasut,
pindahkanlah matamu dari pemandangan yang tidak mulia,
keluarkanlah dirimu dari pekerjaan dan pergaulan yang tidak jujur,
dan bersihkanlah jiwamu dari niat-niat yang tidak adil.

Itulah cara menghadapkan wajahmu kepada Tuhan.

Jiwa yang wajahnya menghadap Tuhan, hatinya didamaikan.

|Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway|

 

Dunia Tanpa Suara

Suara dan kehidupan
kedua unsur tak terpisahkan
Menghiasi setiap segi di dunia
Meluapkan kebersamaan sosial

Keadaan kini berbeda
Manusia tengah meratap
Terdiam namun menjerit
Tertidur namun tetap terjaga

Andai alam tak mengamuk
manusia kan tetap tersenyum
Menandakan kehidupan di bumi
Melukiskan kisah kesenangan

Kini dunia telah berduka
Para manusia telah berkabung
Meratap juga terisak
Menjadikan Dunia Tanpa Suara

Kutipan kata dari serial Dawson’s Creek

People’s life– their real life– only begins when they step out into the world.
And when you do that, when you meet it head on,
maybe you change the world, maybe you don’t,
but the point is, is that it changes you.
And that is what people mean when they talk about growing up.
Kehidupan seseorang, hidup sebenarnya,
dimulai saat mereka melangkah keluar menghadapi dunia.
Dan saat dirimu lakukan itu dengan kepala tegak,
mungkin kau akan merubah dunia, mungkin juga tidak,
tapi intinya, dunia akan merubah mu.
Dan itulah proses pendewasaan diri.